Where I have been for the past 2 months.

HELLO EVERYONE! Oh my goodness, I have missed blogging so much! I kind of fell off because I wasn’t feeling all that great about myself and the situation I was in and I’m not going to lie, I actually did not want to blog anymore because I thought that there was no point in further blogging because everything that I write is so negative and I didn’t want it to rub off on the people that read my posts so I did kind of back out. There would be days when I would have this strong urge to turn on my lap top and start writing but then I realized that I only have negative topics to write about such as how bad my day went or how sad I am with my current situation and that completely threw me off. However, I woke up today thinking otherwise. I realized that this is real life and not every day is going to be sugar and spice, and everything nice and it is totally okay. I created this blog for the sole purpose of helping people and making them realize that sometimes life happens and when you’re going through a rough patch, you need to make the most of it and pull through. I realized that that was not what I was doing, I was pulling through but I was not making the most out of it. I was doing just the opposite by sitting at home, hiding from the world, feeling sorry for myself, thinking that everything was over for me but I realized this morning that that is not the way to live and if anything I’m just making my situation worse. Everybody on this planet and the aliens in outer space go through good times as well as some really bad times, that is just life and my main purpose for this blog is to help people come out of the bad times or help change their thoughts by documenting my not so normal crazy life, telling them that if I can get out of some situations then so can they. But for the past two months I wasn’t in a good place mentally and I would be sad for many days and not want to leave my house or do anything. Some days, I could not walk because of the pain in my legs and that really took over my mind that I could not physically do anything, even something as small as blogging. I thought that I had nothing to blog about anymore because of all the negativity that was surrounding me but that has all changed now! I have realized that I can also document the bad times and bring my readers along with me during these times so they can learn a thing or two, maybe by knowing what I’m going through and how I overcame the bad times, they can overcome theirs. They’ll have some type of aid and I am 100% sure that my readers can learn how to be strong when going through rough times from me so here I am again, I can take my bad times and turn it in a positive thing and we can all stay strong together, it’s a win win situation for everyone! Anyways, I have an appointment I need to go to but I will come back and post some more. Until next time, stay positive and keep your head up high my loves.

 

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